For the past few days, I've been goin through late nights, attending open houses/parties and all. The events usually end round 10pm, but we always end up staying till the early mornings. Last Wednesday, went to Jien Hoong's open house. For the first hour, TNB claim that something was stolen causing a blackout at Jien Hoong's area. So Dinesh, Jien Hoong and me started our usual rants about D*M. Pris still refused to believe us that DP* is actually Dep_ Pri_ Min_ . For one moment, Hong actually thought that Dinesh was a malay =.=" Everything went well after the lights were back on =)
A wrap up on that day...
Jean Yi likes ringing the neighbour's doorbell for no reason at all
Jun Wei and Suzzane couldn't stop talking about hot guys from movies
Joshua was 400 bux richer
I became 50 bux poorer
Dinesh won some side income and left early
Pris left us for another friend's party LOL
Ana's sis is really cute!
Hong indirectly managed to get a gurl's number =.= and..thanks for the ride back!
**Words/Names had been changed due to safety reasons

Friday, went 1u with Sen Ming, Chin Wei, Jeffrey and Choong Wai. Watched "Protege", had a hard time finding the right pronounciation. The man at the counter said is was "Pro-tiege" , some other friends said it was "Pro-ter-gi", some said it was "Pro-ter-jay". I wonder... So before the movie, played pool with Sen Ming and Chin Wei. Went for lunch at Genki Sushi later. Sorry Sen Ming we went for japanese! Wondered where Choong Wai and Jeffrey went to, their seats was empty during the entire movie, only to find out later that the two guys actually chose to sat in the couple's seat. Protege was okay, not a bad movie, certain scenes got me thinking that it was more of a horror movie instead. After 1u and all, headed to Lilian's place - played cards. My aim was to be back round 2am, but it never worked out. Went to Kenneth's place later, and continued playing. I managed to PERSUADE Lester to fetch me back at 5am, if not I'll be staying on and goin for DIM SUM in the early morning! At least I had a run of good luck on that day, so I never went home empty handed.

Slept at around 6am, and woke up few hours later. Went to Mel's open house at Bukit Jalil together with Peter, Hong, Dinesh, David, and Shien. Mel's place was huge, food was great....the cabonara... Had another run of good luck there. Left wondering if Mel's mom had a bad impression about me for betting WAY OVER 20 cents =( Went to Nep's open house later in Sentul. It usually takes 40min to get there, but we took more than an hour - got lost in KL city. Anyway, on the way up, Dinesh's sharp eyes caught something, heres what he saw...

No idea what this is?
Heres a clearer pic..taken with Dinesh high megapixel phone

A used condom =) Dispose properlly la!!

Ate pasta, lagsane and pies - Added more savings to my Prosperity Abs Bank(PAB). Had another run of good luck there. Went home round 7pm. Once again, our journey back took longer than usual, this time we took a wrong turn finding for a LRT station - finding Dinesh's station at Sri Gombak. Well, at least I managed to get back in an hour. Slept real early on a Sat night, and woke up early.....I really need to learn how to wake up late!

Gotta go finish my assignment ...so I'm signing off!
~Jian out...

Finally got some time to update my blog.

Last sunday, went back to my hometown - Ipoh. Checked in a hotel for the very first time, my family and I usually stay with my aunt, but, this year, no space already - my uncle and his family from UK came back to celebrate. My lil two year old cousin was soooo cutee!!! First time I'm seeing him!! Will try my very best to post his pic asap, let u all judge.

Went "bai nian" for that whole day. The next day, woke up the earliest round 8.
Went for buffet breakfast - wasn't the best I ever had, the eggs tasted really weird.
Later in the day, a whole bunch of my cousins gathered at our grandmother's house,
ate lunch - my grandma's cooking is always the best! 110% nicer than the hotel's food.
then..... played cards - blackjack, won a little side income.
Went out with my cousin at night - to a PEACEFUL( no drugs, alcohol, foul languages ) snooker centre which is called "Fei Lou" ( direct translation - Fat Guy ), how can a place called "Fei Lou" be wild and rowdy? The owner's family was there at the snooker parlour too - few small kids sat on the counter watching people play.
After that, we went for a drink, went back to the hotel round 1am. Lights out.
I just came back from my hometown this afternoon, was really tired, reach back home 'round 5pm. Slept a while, then had dinner with relatives at 7.
Well, thats about wrap things up till today.

Gotta wake early tomorrow morning, need send my bro off, he's flying back to Aussie for his 2nd term in Melbourne. This is Jian, signing off.
~ i'll try my very best to post up pics on my blog, more pics...

Couple of days back, I just had my legal studies common test and all I can say is, it was do-able. The next day after legals, accounts common test. Back to back. So this explains why I couldn't find the time....or..uhh...inspiration to blog. Now with all that behind me and Chinese New Year only a few days away, I'm back in the blogging spirit.

So yesterday was Valentines Day...and sad to say, my date for that day was Econs Assignment, the worst thing is, the date was shared by most people. Talk about having privacy =p Couple of us had to rush our econs assignment and pass it up on time. Late nights.. So anyway, James aka Yik Hong aka Hong ( choose one name la, even he dunno which to pick, takes time to intro himself =X ) bought chocolates for the gurls in our class. Mel did a really nice card for her boyfriend, I think she at least took a week to finish the card.

What did I do?

What did some of the guys do?

Uh..well, Me and Terrence sang as usual, taught Dinesh some nice rapping skills.. Heres a sneak preview of what goes on..

" Bei ji xing de yan lei " Jian and Terrence
" Bu zhi dao what you're singing " Dinesh

" Shuo bu chu de xiang nian " J & T
" Everytime you're singing mo man tai " Dinesh

" Yuan Lai Wo Men Huo Zai Liang Ge Shi Jie " J & T
" Everytime you sing man man lei " Dinesh

Basicly, thats how time flies in college.

Today, our assignment deadline. Went to school early and camp at the library, missed half a period of esl, explained to our ever so understanding lecturer. Oh ya, thanks jien hoong for actually following me around, missing esl. All ends well though, everyone one of us in class, managed to hand up our assignments on time, and we all had one thing in comman - exceeding the 750 word limit by lots. Wait, all of us had another thing in comman, we made our account work our opportunity cost! We did maths =.="

Was told by Pris, Suzzane and Francine that I actually look really stressed out, scary...Is it that bad? Even James once again aka Hong also asked why I look so freaking sad. Guess maybe was the late nights finishing up econs assignment. Any how, I feel normal, I feel great, NO STRESS KAY!! No STRESS!! and...I DONT LOOK SCARY LA...

Lastly, all I would like to add is, JIAN ACTUALLY INSPIRES PEOPLE TO BLOG!! Welcome to blogging Suzzane!!
And...I have to say this...

Pris theory in watching movies,
Hot guys + Chun gurlSSSSS + conflict = must watch!

Jian, out!

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Everytime I close my eyes,
it's you I think of.
Everytime I run and hide,
I hope its you chasing me from behind.
Everytime we touch,
I had this feeling,
but whether this feeling is true,
I dare not tell.
Seeing you face to face,
was like not seeing you at all,
no words were uttered,
its just wasn't the same as back then.
Yet, the beat of my heart is still the same,
and it always is.
Beats faster when you're closer,
fades away when you're never near.
Yet, I'm contented with the way things are.
Trying to forget the past,
and at the same time,
running away from reality.

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JUNE GAN SIEW MEI!!!
We'll all miss you kay!!!
Be back soon to visit us!!
Remember bout presents =P

Okay, I'm having accounts test tomorrow, don't know why am I still blogging instead of studying. Yesterday, our class kinda gave our economics lecturer - Ms Cheryl, a surprise birthday thingy, belated surprise birthday thingy =p . Bought a cake, did some writing on the board, off the lights, and we waited. Sad to say, as soon as our lecturer opened the door, she can practically see the few of us in class, oh well. The others rammed in later wishing and singing her a birthday song. At least she really appreciated everything, she didn't expect anything like that at all.

For a 20 secs scribble, I think I did okay, I mean look at the cake, words, balloons, everything...

On that same day too, few of us went in class late after our break, sad to say, it was accounts. As soon as we entered, we saw tables separated from one another - a test was goin on. I really felt "__insert-vulgar-word-here__" up. I wasn't prepared for it at all. I was guaranteed to fail. Luckily it was just a practice test, phew! I almost failed few days ago and I'm still not studying for my test tomorrow, whats up with me!!

I've came to my senses today, I noticed a big "hole" in my wallet and it ain't patching up. I made a promise, NEVER again to PLAY POOL, NEVER again to spend unnecessarily, well, at least, for this week =)
Unless, due to UNFORSEEN circumstances =P
Wish me luck kay, in fulfilling this promise...
and more luck as I will be getting back my economics common test result tomorrow.
Gotta catch some sleep, late....zzZZZzzZZZz signing off..

~Jian

more pics... stole from Pris..thanks!

Ana's Birthday Celebration at Secret Recipe...

In COUNTER with Pris talking bout dopey LOOKS =(

some decent pics =) I hope...

~Jian

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Ana's Cute Sis...WEI WEI!!

Little sneak peek at the whacky L3 class of Taylors University College...
not everyones' pic in here though, will try to get all the faces sooooon=)

The babes, fr left : Suzzane, Shereen, Lecturer ( Ms Azreena ), Priscilla, Ana, Jun, Jean Yi ( standing )
Front row, fr left : Peter, Terrence, David, Nep
2nd row, ft left : Jien Hoong, Wen Tzeh, Me ( Jian )
Standing : Keat Huat ( lets hope i spell it right ), Jonathan, De Yao, Hong

The babe : Mel
Fr left : Malcolm, Terrence, Me , Jien Hoong

Student Council Election - xplains all the banners and words
You see the highest floor there? Above "Vote Jon", thats where we usually go everyday to attend lectures.

That guy on my left - Dinesh, wasn't in the above pic

At Kopitiam,
Jun didn't want her picture to be posted up on9, so as you can see, shes missing, and
Terrence you don't belong to this table =.="
Priscilla, Jean Yi, Suzzane - Pretty as always.
Dinesh, tried to pose, but as you can see, he failed.

The Babes, fr left : Mel, Sonia, Shafira, Mun Yee, Shereen
Fr right : Jonathan, Malcolm

Intimidation...

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I never tried catching your words,
never tried understanding what it all meant,
I took all you gave me for granted.
Your words, actions...everything.
worse of all,
I took you for granted.
All those times,
you stood beside me.
I've lied, I've cheated,
you knew it all,
knew all my secrets I was hiding from you,
and yet
you still stood beside me.
Why was I such a fool!
A Mindless Idiot!
For not realising how lucky I was
For not treasuring the greatest gift of all.
Now,
when you're no longer here,
all I can do,
is shed tears of regret,
tears of sorrow,
which you can never see,
and will never will.
Reminiscing my past,
like the fool I am,
till the end of time.
~Jian

Econs test coming up on Tuesday, and I haven't read a thing. Wonder if I can still score. Anyway, I'll worry about that tonight. For the past week, I've been rushing to hand up my assignment outline on the due date. Knowing me, I did it the very day before. As if the piling work from maths, econs and accounts ain't enough, I had an extra assignment outline to write. That very Thursday night, I slept at 3am. And here I thoughts, without the existence of the 3 science subjects ( Biology, Chemistry & Physics ) , it would be a whole lot easier. I really felt dead the whole Friday morning, the endless supplies of Clorets and Gum had no more effect on me as I slowly shut my eyes. Thank gawd, I had an "extra break" that day, played a few games of pool, and I was wide awake again =)

Headed for badminton Saturday morning, I really forgot the last time I actually played. The first seven racquets I dug up from my storage all had snapped strings, the 8th was in the best shape. Met up with Pris and her friend - Joanne at Megah, De Yao came seconds after me. Well, we actually set the time at 9.30 but in the end, most of us weren't punctual, including me =.=" Went in, met with Mel and her boyfriend, hit a few shuttles, and the rest arrived later - Jun, Lemuel and Pam - sorrry la, dunno how to spell her name, so to be on the safe side, short form =) After everything, went to drink, and EAT, you have no idea how long I persuaded Lemuel to eat. Haizz.. went home later.

~ooo...i failed to mention, I broke my racquet string, and....um... I snapped Pris's racquet string too, really sorry bout that T.T

This pic is really special, wanna know why? Cos' I'm actually smiling...and....
I don't know how to do that =.="
LOL

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Do you know that every minute
someone dies.
Do you know that each time these things happen,
I pray it isn't you leaving my side.
Do you know that every time you breathe,
a baby is born into this world,
bringing joy to every family.
Do you know that there isn't a minute that pass by,
you aren't on my mind,
making me smile all the time.
Do you know what hurts the most?
It is knowing that few spoken words could change everything.
Being close for so long,
and yet not saying the words out loud,
it hurts...
how I wish I could turn back time,
erasing the pain,
that hurts the most.
~Jian

This is for all the users of P2P & BitTorrent using TMNet Streamyx. Waiting for hours and your P2P won't connect? You can no longer download anything? YES! It is because yours, no, OUR P2P traffic is being blocked and throttled! It doesn't matter if its eDonkey, BearShare, iMesh, SoulSeek, eMule, Kazaa, Kazaa Lite, Shareeza, Napster, Limewire, Azereus, BitComet, uTorrent, BitSpirit, BitConjurer, BitTornado...or even those using Skype or the iTunes music store, everything is being blocked! All thanks to the one and only ever so "wonderful" broadband service provider - TMNet Streamyx. Kudos!! Certainly lived up to the spirit of Malaysia Boleh!

EXPERIENCE INTERNET LIKE NEVER BEFORE!!
Jian says : I get it... I'm experiencing the Internet like never before!! TMNet Streamyx slower than 56k modem!

DOWNLOAD ALL YOUR FAVOURITE SONGS AND STUFF!!
Jian says : Download all your favourite songs and stuff? What you talking la TMNet!! Blocking all P2P. You do know lying is a SIN.

ENJOY INTERNET WITH SPEED BANDWIDTHS OF 512K up to 2MBPS!!

Jian says : Enough said, please click here to sign a petition, demanding TMNet to improve their broadband service.

This is a special entry DEDICATED to TMNET (you guys should really feel honored) , I'll post the usuals at another time. Right now, I'm just feeling *&@#$ , guess my downloads won't be finishing anytime soon.
Till next time, this is Jian signing off.... with nothing left to say to TMNet.

Just yesterday, I went 1u with a whole bunch of friends to celebrate a friend's birthday, HAPPY BIRTHDAY WEI LIANG!! ( sorry it was such a big group kay!! ) So with perfect estimation of the typical Malaysian timing, we set the time at 12pm, and by the time everyone was there, it was 1pm, right on schedule =P Though, I met up with Jae around 11, had some things to settle. Felt awkward as soon as someone arrived, being the "lamp post" wasn't the best feeling, so I met up with Darren, only to get trashed by him in foosball. I don't play at all, Pool is a better game =) Well anyway, at least I got to score 3.


Went lunch and played a few rounds of pool after that, ( Go Go! Lyn keep practicing, sure can wan ) and later to the movies - Death Note 2. Okay, I haven't seen Death Note 1, and I don't read the manga either, so I was seriously lost at the first 10 min. Kira? Light? L? Ryuzaki? What, what, why, why, who, who? Basically I was asking alot of questions at the start. And.... SHINIGAMI?? WHAT?? Bleach started running through my mind. On the whole, I thought the movie was alright, just alright, and damn freaking long - 2.30 hours. After the movie, stayed back a while and went for a drink with Wei Liang, Nich and KarYan. Stayed up all the way till 2am that very night, just to see MU lose to Arsenal 2-1, went to sleep disappointed.

A new student came to class today, and.....I didn't even get her name, guess I'll do it tomorrow, sorry bout that. 2 breaks today - went to Cafe with some friends, lunch, played a few games of pool. I never knew when the gurls in our class got so addicted to pool.. LOL. Maths was at the end of the day. Somehow, every time when its math, I'm always prepared to receive my lecturer's "advices". Ever since the first day, I could tell she "favored" me. No matter what I say, she surely has something to counter, so instead of answering back POLITELY, I guess I'll just be quiet....for now, when things are still acceptable =) But, today, the weirdest thing was, she never said a single thing, awwww... what an ODD day. Sat through the entire class with no problem at all. Before heading home, I bought...... Cappuccino Shake!! Pri-see-la all your fault wei, got me addicted to that bubble tea drink/shop =P

Jian signing off~

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Nice pic

Well, some of you may agree, some of you may think this is bullsh*t, personally I think its half true, and half false. Jealously, anger, manipulative = girls, though they are some guys who are the same. Some gurls can be filled with jealousy at the sight of their guy constantly being surrounded by gurls. Some guys can be overprotective at the sight of their gurl flirting away or just chatting with other guys. Guys take all sorts of mood swings from gurls, gurls take all sorts of rubbish from guys. Equal. But, after all of this, I somehow find that, a guy can really give everything to a gurl and in the end, when its all over, everything he has done was forgotten, he's left with nothing except shattered pieces of himself. Anyway, moving on, don't wanna waste my time debating bout whats right and wrong here.

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The rain was pouring....
Without shelter,
I stood at your door,
your gaze fixed on me,
peering directly into my eyes,
those hazel brown,
never shifted,
even for one second.
My mind blank,
throat dry,
I didn't know what to say.
It all happened so quick,
you lean closer,
and I knew what was coming next.
The feeling...
That feeling...
Can't be explained...
What I felt at that moment....
How I wish it wasn't true.
The door slammed shut.
The rain was pouring....
and it still is,
I stood there,
feeling no more,
that slap you gave me,
left a scar,
in my heart.
Left me,
shattered....broken.
~Jian

Woke up at 8am today, studied for my driving exam. Went to the Rilec Centre at bout 10.30, met with Chiak, Zhen, Wei Liang. All of them, having the yellow book in hand, studying, and I brought nothing. According to some, the entire process takes less than 2 hours, but, I ended up taking at least 3 hours. Seriously, I don't understand why some people need to take up the full 40min of the examination time, oh well...maybe people read slow. Anyway, one by one we went in, first up was Zhen, then Chiak, Wei Liang, and I was the last. One funny thing happen though, there was this American fella, taking the exam in the silent room, clicked and chose the answers swiftly, in bout 5 min he was done, out of no where, " F*CK " he shouted in the room - guess we know that he didn't pass the exam =) I wanted to finish the exam as quickly as possible, had another appointment in 1u - took 15 min, and.... I passed =) 49/50. After the exam, I made my way to 1u. Met up with Sen Ming and the entire gang, too many to list >.< so the dining ended with songs and a cake =) Gotta wake early tomorrow, so guess this is Jian signing off, take cares people!

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I will try to change, change for the better. I know I'm not perfect, but I would still want to try. People's assumptions about me, really hit me hard, brought me to reality, handed me facts. Things which I thought was alright, other people thought otherwise. Lets see where this brings me...

Wish you were here with me,
Just maybe, If I had another chance,
things would be different
Just maybe,
If time wasn't a factor,
things would be different
Just maybe,
If I was just myself,
things would be different
Guess I'll never know,
then again,
its best not knowing
Its best...
leaving things the way they are
crumbling pieces..
falling on me
these are the thoughts
goin through my head
random thoughts
which I simply wish to share..
~Jian

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A big shout out to Sen Ming!!
Sen Ming...
~ Happy Birthday Gurl!!! ~
14th January =)

Abs Myths

Uncovering the truth behind abdominals

Uncovering abs myths and facts about six pack abs.

Myth#1 Abdominal exercises will remove fat in my midsection.

Fact: You need to remove excess fat around your stomach in order to see your abs. The only way your going to do this is with a low-calorie diet and a weight-resistance program while adding cardio exercise. Ab exercises will develop muscles, but they’ll still be under your fat.

Myth#2 It takes hundreds of crunches to get ab muscles in shape.

Fact: Abdominal muscles are like any other muscle, they don’t respond to hundreds of repetitions. When you can easily do 15 reps of any ab exercise, you need to switch exercises or add resistance.

Myth#3 You have to train your abs everyday if you want a six pack.

Fact: Ab muscles can be over-trained just like any other muscle. You need to give your six pack abs enough rest to recuperate. Over-training will result diminished gains and soreness.

Myth#4 Men and women should train their abs differently.

Fact: Men and women all have muscle, which is trained the same way. If a woman wants a sexy midsection, then she’s going to eat correctly, follow a cardio program and train her abs the same way a man would.

Myth#5 If I stop training my abs they’ll turn to fat.

Fact: Muscles don’t turn to fat. If you stay active and watch what you eat you’ll keep your abs even if you stop training. But if you stop exercising and start eating junk, your abs will disappear.




~Helping you gain that six pack!

I'm bout to start my 2nd week in college now - Taylors University College. Theres really a huge gap between secondary school and college, its really different in many ways, I can't really put it in words, guess you just gotta experience it for yourself. Its more than just having the freedom to dress, the longer breaks, its much more than that. I'm kinda glad I got into my class, total of 28 people, with only bout 9,10 guys. Well actually, that ain't real reason. The first day I stepped into class, everyone seemed so quiet, is this what I'll be facing through out the semester? Total silence? Thats gonna be real boring. But, things turned out different, my class was actually hyper, fun, and happening , heck, I think the most happening class in the entire SAM. Nothing to really write bout now, till next time, this is Jian signing off.

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I had these dreams, in them I learned to play guitar
Maybe cross the country
become a rockstar
There was hope in me
that I could take you there
But damn it, you're so young
But I don't think I care
and if I hurt you, then I'm sorry
please don't think that this was easy

And then you bring me home
Cause we both know what it's like being alone,
I'm dreaming in your living room
But we don't have much room
To live

My gurl came walking down the stairs
And all that I could do
Was touch her long blonde hair
And I've been thinking
It hurts me thinking
That these nights when we were drinking
No they never got us anywhere, no

Spin around me like a dream
We played out on this movie screen
And I said,
Did you know I miss you
Did you know I miss you
Did you know I miss you

I miss you

01.01.07

Just last night I was in 1u for countdown, at first it was a whole bunch of us, then we split into two groups since one wants to go to curve and another wants to stay in 1u. Local artists such as Gary Cao Ge, Nicholas Teo, Disagree, Pop Shuvit were there, Genie and North all the way from Taiwan and Australia were also there. Though, some people left right after all the chinese singers sang their part, they couldn't care less if it's North on stage or Elvis, they just left. The cheers went down, at that moment, the international artists seem invisible. But, everything was still alright, countdown went well, fireworks were okay. It's hard for me to describe the atmosphere, lets just say everyone had a fun time welcoming the year 2007!!

Kar Yan!!! Thanks for your presents!!!

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Last thursday, few friends and I headed down to Genting. I brought everything cept my jacket, so basicly, the few trips to the outdoor theme park were enjoying and the same time, kinda freezing, freezing but fun. Anyway, we really made sure that nobody was goin to starve, one whole traveling bag was stuffed with food - reeaaaaaaly heavy!! I carried it =)

• Checked in Awana
• got to know the existance of the series " Bawang Putih Bawang Merah "
• missed the bus to the cable car station
• all of us felt lazy to wait another hour for the next bus
• decided to walk to Gotong Jaya for further options
• ended up taking the same bus we're suppose to wait for
• froze myself at the outdoor theme park
• ate alot
• spun Wei Liong, Sun Mei, myself to death in the Spinning Teacup
• headed back
• queued up for the toilet ( 14 sharing one room )
• huang ming speaks terrific chinese when he is high
• bread, bread and more bread for breakfast
• made another trip up to Genting
• haunted adventure was so-so la
• finally sat the flying coaster
• froze once more
• headed home

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Its 2007, but I can't seem to let go of 2006. Sure, college will be fun, but separating from friends will not. So much things I wanted to say, but nothing seems to come out right. We meet new people every now and then, make new friends, but will close friends in the past be forgotten to make room for new ones? Only we, ourselves, know the answer to that question. It seemed only yesterday that I was welcoming the year 2006, my last year in high school, and my last major high school examination, how I prayed for the year to end fast, prayed for the examinations to be over. How different it is now, not wanting to give up year '06 so easily. Life goes on. Today is the first day of the new year, a new year, a new experience, a new resolution. Look forward to year '07 and live everyday to the fullest, I know I will. Close friends will forever be close friends, enemies and strangers will turn into friends. Forget them we will not, remember them we shall, let them be a piece of our memory forever.

It's been a while since my last entry, tons of things had happened since then.

Few days ago, me and a whole bunch of friends ( a total of 19 ) headed out to Pangkor - Checked in to Coral Bay. The hotel was alright, though we didn't understand why the management had permanently close down the entertainment ( pool, billiards ) room. Headed to the beach on the first day, the rain came pouring down couple of minutes later, so all of us had to walk back to our hotel soaking wet. I'll fast forward. After dinner, we decided to rent bikes and cycle around the town and i'll admit, it was one of the not-so-smart ideas. We didn't know where were we heading and there weren't many street lights around. Headed back to our hotel. Fun started. We bought few bottles of coke, bags of ice, and we opened a JD. ( Please refer to YiLyn's blog if you have no idea what is JD ) I, being the bartender for the entire trip, started mixing drinks for everyone, the gurls got light, guys got the mild. NOBODY GOT DRUNK FOR THE WHOLE TRIP!!! That very night, I also lost money - I place my bet on MU, and they lost 0-1, what was that about? The next day - banana boat, jet ski, island hopping. Fast forwarding. We headed back on the third day, the bus ride home from the jetty was kinda "messy". Those who slept in the bus including yours truly, got toothpaste on their hair courtesy of Jeff and Kov. Well there were those who couldn't stand this little prank and started erupting - I shall not mention names, and the "colourful" words used.

Wednesday, went out with my family in the morning and in the afternoon, I headed to Curve. I'LL SAY IT OUT LOUD, I REALLY DON'T KNOW MY WAY AROUND CURVE OKAY, SO SUE ME. I won't get lost, but I don't know where are all the shops and all. Went to RedBox and met up with everyone - Cheryl , Cheryl's cousin ( she can really sing!! ), Sun Mei, Ming Han and Darren. Few minutes later, Wei Liang joined us. Sang a few songs here and there, met a few other people at RedBox. Then, out of nowhere, all of them surprised me with a birthday cake, really wasn't expecting anything. Thanks so much to all of you kay!!! So after everything was done, I headed back at around 7.30, had a dinner to rush to, my birthday dinner with me family, LOL.

How la? Lots more to say, think I'll keep it short, running out of time, goin out soon. I started my driving course the next day and the next, I went curve again, to cineleisure, watched a movie - Curse Of The Golden Flower, wasn't such a nice movie. After the movie, went to a christmas dinner. Saturday, went to another christmas party. After that, headed down to AC in Subang with my bro and friends just to play foos - I still suck at it.

Thats all for now, Jian signing off!
Thank you everyone for your presents!!! Very much appreciated!!!

A monkey me friends bought for me cos according to them, it looks like me. Thanks!!

So prom was finally here. The venue - Renaissance Hotel. It started off with a guitar performance and then followed by dinner - main course, which I really expected more. Next was a something-to-do-with-fire-performance followed by a band - Furniture. The lead guitarist was supposely a former student from our school, but it doesn't really matter, half of the people present weren't paying attention to them at all. I really feel bad for them, having a gig at a function where nobody gives a damn about your presence, OUCH! Another band perfomance followed, and after that some games, and some singing and dancing. Jin Ern was voted prom king, and prom queen went to Vineeta - I got no complaints, go gurl!

After prom, a bunch of us headed down to Ruums, more drinking and dancing. Went back to the hotel round 3.30am. 15 people all in one suite, really crazy. So we decided to split, the couples can get the bedroom, while the rest of us just stayed outside the living. I had the privilage to share the couch with 2 people, not bad kay, at least I got the couch. Mel on one couch, me, June and Chiak on the other, Sashi and Darren on the floor, Grace on the chair, Mike got the other chair, the rest all in the room. So all of us talk and sing, yes sing, whole night till dawn. Played "sexy truth or dare" in between, well, more like only dare. Crazy things happened and shall never be revealed to anyone outside the room. At around 6am, everyone decided to take a nap, not me though, my stomach was grumbling like crazy...hungry. The grumbling sound could actually be heard across the room. Since I couldnt sleep, Mike, Chiak and me, went out, walk few blocks outside to hotel just to find a decent mamak. So the three of us never slept at all. Everyone was awake at around 10am, well kinda. Mel was still kinda blur, talking things that weren't related, and I never knew by pants could turn people on or in other words make people feel h****, amazing... At bout 11am, all of us checked out.

Woke up at 12pm today, gawd, really, I think it's the latest so far, I know some of you even wake up at 3pm or even in the evening, but for me, its the latest. My usual is always not later than 10am. Well anyway, at least all the tiredness is gone..for now. Next stop, Pangkor. Till then, this is Jian signing off with a few pics from prom, I'll admit, I'm not photogenic, not one bit ( my face is mostly cut and paste ), but I still try to look my best beside all the pretty faces, life goes on.
Take cares everyone.

Grace, me and Kar Yan

Sen Ming & me

Jien and Jian

Lay Ai & Me

Me & Mel

Jian, Justin, Wei Liang, Jae Han

Me & Cheryl

Me & Nikki

Me & Steph

Standing fr left : Wei Liang, Joshua, Jian
Sitting fr left : Kovieen, Jae Han, Jon, Nicholas

People urge us to do this,
do that,
just go for it they say,
you'll have nothing to lose.
But yet, in the end,
you lose it all.
I say,
if something is bound to happen,
then let it happen, with time, let it happen,
FATE perhaps?
We can't tell,
but we can go till the very end,
and find the answer for ourselves,
independently.

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Sorry guys, I couln't turn up the last minute, for everything, SH!T happens....it always does.

~Dont get me wrong, its my life I'm trying to live, not yours.

I'm finally done with my last paper, exams are officially over for the year 2006. Why am I even blogging now? Next time kay, I'll be back... I need inspirations..

Alas, the long wait is about to be over, another 4 days to go. So far I've been doin al'right, well thats what I think at least. Chemistry was hell but at the same time, it went from hell to not-so-hell. I don't think I had much of a problem with objectives, maybe few mistakes here and there, but nothing close to 10% wrong perhaps? Subjectives on the other hand, I lost the will to think. I flipped open the first page, and there staring back at me, was a GINGER, of all things, a GINGER. So I went on reading the question, maybe it'll be something like --> " This is a GINGER, can this be eaten? " Instead the question was "what sickness can ginger cure?" I starting digging my homemade-remedy-from-my-mom book in my head and started thinking, why didn't I pay attention to this chapter anyway. I finally decided on an answer " Windy / Bloated Stomach " LOL. So basicly, the subjectives wasn't a stroll in a park at all, in fact, I dont think one could even stroll, crawl perhaps? Crawl in the park =.=' okay time to stop there. As soon as it hit 2 in the afternoon, the next paper began, experiment writing and all, I was relieved that I was able to answer the questions, as far as how many was correct? I dare not say. Now, I sit here, 2 more subjects to go, Moral ( why do we even have this subject ) and Biology, lets just hope that it won't be anywhere near hell....
This is Jian, signing off, good luck to everyone sitting for their exams.

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I opened my eyes to a new surrounding. Nothing was familiar at all. In fact, everything was pitch dark. I threw my hands frantically just to get hold of something. The sound of breaking glass filled the room moments later, I had just hit over something. Where am I? Something wasn't right. I struggle to find any source of light, but my efforts were in vain. There I stood, in darkness, not knowing what to do next. My hands continue searching and at last I got hold of some curtains, I drew opened the curtains wanting to see the shining light, but everything was still in total darkness. No wonder I wasn't feeling right at the very start........ I had lost my vision..blind. I collapse on the floor, not accepting the truth. I crawled all over just to find a door, to escape from this nightmare.

I turn the doorknob and I made my way through everything blindly. I ran as fast as I could, not thinking about the consequences. The next thing I knew, I felt a dislocated ankle. I fell from the stairs, thumbling and falling awkwardly, landing on one of my ankle. I continue crawling as my tears roll down, I was in pain.

I held my head up high, pushed myself up, I was blind, but it seems as though I know where I wanted to go. Dragging along my dislocated right foot, I went on. Bearing the pain, holding back the tears, I was told to be strong, even though I know it in my heart it hurts. Everytime I felt the piercing pain, I shifted my thoughts on something else. Long after, the pain wasn't affecting me at all. It seems like miles, but I held on, blinded. Moments later, I find myself on the ground once more, this time, the pain was coming from by lower torso and my head. I couldn't move. It seem that I was knocked over, by a person. I heard footsteps around me. Walking back and forth. None of them offered me a helping hand, I was left on the ground. Some even trampled over me. I couldn't see the figures but I heard and felt everything around me, happening to me. I couldn't bear the pain any longer, I screamed in agony, but was ignored. My instinct told me to just give up, but something told me to hold on, only for that much longer.

Just how long more would that be? Minutes, hours, days, I passed out, not knowing anything...

I finally opened my eyes, gaining sight for the first time after so long. I knew it then, knew all the pain everyone was suffering, and I felt it. Felt it in every part of my body. I stared below me, watching, I'm glad that I'm able to stand here, from above, guiding everyone, every person, sharing the pain and suffering, for I'm everyone's guardian angel.

Few more days, I wont exactly say the suffering will be over, 'cos is ain't really torture, but more like an obstacle which each and every one of us have to face, sooner or later. These last few days, lets just all hang on, and do our very best, and don't give up till the very end. Even if you've made mistakes in the past, now is not the time to cry over it, nows the time to prove to yourself to everyone, so put your whole into the exams and do you're very best till the very end. Good luck to all.

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I opened my eyes to a new surrounding. Nothing was familiar at all. In fact, everything was pitch dark. I threw my hands frantically just to get hold of something. The sound of breaking glass filled the room moments later, I had just hit over something. Where am I? Something wasn't right. I struggle to find any source of light, but my efforts were in vain. There I stood, in darkness, not knowing what to do next. My hands continue searching and at last I got hold of some curtains, I drew opened the curtains wanting to see the shining light, but everything was still in total darkness. No wonder I wasn't feeling right at the very start........ I had lost my vision..blind. I collapse on the floor, not accepting the truth. I crawled all over just to find a door, to escape from this nightmare.

I turn the doorknob and I made my way through everything blindly. I ran as fast as I could, not thinking about the consequences. The next thing I knew, I felt a dislocated ankle. I fell from the stairs, thumbling and falling awkwardly, landing on one of my ankle. I continue crawling as my tears roll down, I was in pain.

I held my head up high, pushed myself up, I was blind, but it seems as though I know where I wanted to go. Dragging along my dislocated right foot, I went on. Bearing the pain, holding back the tears, I was told to be strong, even though I know it in my heart it hurts. Everytime I felt the piercing pain, I shifted my thoughts on something else. Long after, the pain wasn't affecting me at all. It seems like miles, but I held on, blinded. Moments later, I find myself on the ground once more, this time, the pain was coming from by lower torso and my head. I couldn't move. It seem that I was knocked over, by a person. I heard footsteps around me. Walking back and forth. None of them offered me a helping hand, I was left on the ground. Some even trampled over me. I couldn't see the figures but I heard and felt everything around me, happening to me. I couldn't bear the pain any longer, I screamed in agony, but was ignored. My instinct told me to just give up, but something told me to hold on, only for that much longer.

Just how long more would that be? Minutes, hours, days, I passed out, not knowing anything...

I finally opened my eyes, gaining sight for the first time after so long. I knew it then, knew all the pain everyone was suffering, and I felt it. Felt it in every part of my body. I stared below me, watching, I'm glad that I'm able to stand here, from above, guiding everyone, every person, sharing the pain and suffering, for I'm everyone's guardian angel.