Econs test coming up on Tuesday, and I haven't read a thing. Wonder if I can still score. Anyway, I'll worry about that tonight. For the past week, I've been rushing to hand up my assignment outline on the due date. Knowing me, I did it the very day before. As if the piling work from maths, econs and accounts ain't enough, I had an extra assignment outline to write. That very Thursday night, I slept at 3am. And here I thoughts, without the existence of the 3 science subjects ( Biology, Chemistry & Physics ) , it would be a whole lot easier. I really felt dead the whole Friday morning, the endless supplies of Clorets and Gum had no more effect on me as I slowly shut my eyes. Thank gawd, I had an "extra break" that day, played a few games of pool, and I was wide awake again =)

Headed for badminton Saturday morning, I really forgot the last time I actually played. The first seven racquets I dug up from my storage all had snapped strings, the 8th was in the best shape. Met up with Pris and her friend - Joanne at Megah, De Yao came seconds after me. Well, we actually set the time at 9.30 but in the end, most of us weren't punctual, including me =.=" Went in, met with Mel and her boyfriend, hit a few shuttles, and the rest arrived later - Jun, Lemuel and Pam - sorrry la, dunno how to spell her name, so to be on the safe side, short form =) After everything, went to drink, and EAT, you have no idea how long I persuaded Lemuel to eat. Haizz.. went home later.

~ooo...i failed to mention, I broke my racquet string, and....um... I snapped Pris's racquet string too, really sorry bout that T.T

This pic is really special, wanna know why? Cos' I'm actually smiling...and....
I don't know how to do that =.="
LOL

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Do you know that every minute
someone dies.
Do you know that each time these things happen,
I pray it isn't you leaving my side.
Do you know that every time you breathe,
a baby is born into this world,
bringing joy to every family.
Do you know that there isn't a minute that pass by,
you aren't on my mind,
making me smile all the time.
Do you know what hurts the most?
It is knowing that few spoken words could change everything.
Being close for so long,
and yet not saying the words out loud,
it hurts...
how I wish I could turn back time,
erasing the pain,
that hurts the most.
~Jian

This is for all the users of P2P & BitTorrent using TMNet Streamyx. Waiting for hours and your P2P won't connect? You can no longer download anything? YES! It is because yours, no, OUR P2P traffic is being blocked and throttled! It doesn't matter if its eDonkey, BearShare, iMesh, SoulSeek, eMule, Kazaa, Kazaa Lite, Shareeza, Napster, Limewire, Azereus, BitComet, uTorrent, BitSpirit, BitConjurer, BitTornado...or even those using Skype or the iTunes music store, everything is being blocked! All thanks to the one and only ever so "wonderful" broadband service provider - TMNet Streamyx. Kudos!! Certainly lived up to the spirit of Malaysia Boleh!

EXPERIENCE INTERNET LIKE NEVER BEFORE!!
Jian says : I get it... I'm experiencing the Internet like never before!! TMNet Streamyx slower than 56k modem!

DOWNLOAD ALL YOUR FAVOURITE SONGS AND STUFF!!
Jian says : Download all your favourite songs and stuff? What you talking la TMNet!! Blocking all P2P. You do know lying is a SIN.

ENJOY INTERNET WITH SPEED BANDWIDTHS OF 512K up to 2MBPS!!

Jian says : Enough said, please click here to sign a petition, demanding TMNet to improve their broadband service.

This is a special entry DEDICATED to TMNET (you guys should really feel honored) , I'll post the usuals at another time. Right now, I'm just feeling *&@#$ , guess my downloads won't be finishing anytime soon.
Till next time, this is Jian signing off.... with nothing left to say to TMNet.

Just yesterday, I went 1u with a whole bunch of friends to celebrate a friend's birthday, HAPPY BIRTHDAY WEI LIANG!! ( sorry it was such a big group kay!! ) So with perfect estimation of the typical Malaysian timing, we set the time at 12pm, and by the time everyone was there, it was 1pm, right on schedule =P Though, I met up with Jae around 11, had some things to settle. Felt awkward as soon as someone arrived, being the "lamp post" wasn't the best feeling, so I met up with Darren, only to get trashed by him in foosball. I don't play at all, Pool is a better game =) Well anyway, at least I got to score 3.


Went lunch and played a few rounds of pool after that, ( Go Go! Lyn keep practicing, sure can wan ) and later to the movies - Death Note 2. Okay, I haven't seen Death Note 1, and I don't read the manga either, so I was seriously lost at the first 10 min. Kira? Light? L? Ryuzaki? What, what, why, why, who, who? Basically I was asking alot of questions at the start. And.... SHINIGAMI?? WHAT?? Bleach started running through my mind. On the whole, I thought the movie was alright, just alright, and damn freaking long - 2.30 hours. After the movie, stayed back a while and went for a drink with Wei Liang, Nich and KarYan. Stayed up all the way till 2am that very night, just to see MU lose to Arsenal 2-1, went to sleep disappointed.

A new student came to class today, and.....I didn't even get her name, guess I'll do it tomorrow, sorry bout that. 2 breaks today - went to Cafe with some friends, lunch, played a few games of pool. I never knew when the gurls in our class got so addicted to pool.. LOL. Maths was at the end of the day. Somehow, every time when its math, I'm always prepared to receive my lecturer's "advices". Ever since the first day, I could tell she "favored" me. No matter what I say, she surely has something to counter, so instead of answering back POLITELY, I guess I'll just be quiet....for now, when things are still acceptable =) But, today, the weirdest thing was, she never said a single thing, awwww... what an ODD day. Sat through the entire class with no problem at all. Before heading home, I bought...... Cappuccino Shake!! Pri-see-la all your fault wei, got me addicted to that bubble tea drink/shop =P

Jian signing off~

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Nice pic

Well, some of you may agree, some of you may think this is bullsh*t, personally I think its half true, and half false. Jealously, anger, manipulative = girls, though they are some guys who are the same. Some gurls can be filled with jealousy at the sight of their guy constantly being surrounded by gurls. Some guys can be overprotective at the sight of their gurl flirting away or just chatting with other guys. Guys take all sorts of mood swings from gurls, gurls take all sorts of rubbish from guys. Equal. But, after all of this, I somehow find that, a guy can really give everything to a gurl and in the end, when its all over, everything he has done was forgotten, he's left with nothing except shattered pieces of himself. Anyway, moving on, don't wanna waste my time debating bout whats right and wrong here.

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The rain was pouring....
Without shelter,
I stood at your door,
your gaze fixed on me,
peering directly into my eyes,
those hazel brown,
never shifted,
even for one second.
My mind blank,
throat dry,
I didn't know what to say.
It all happened so quick,
you lean closer,
and I knew what was coming next.
The feeling...
That feeling...
Can't be explained...
What I felt at that moment....
How I wish it wasn't true.
The door slammed shut.
The rain was pouring....
and it still is,
I stood there,
feeling no more,
that slap you gave me,
left a scar,
in my heart.
Left me,
shattered....broken.
~Jian

Woke up at 8am today, studied for my driving exam. Went to the Rilec Centre at bout 10.30, met with Chiak, Zhen, Wei Liang. All of them, having the yellow book in hand, studying, and I brought nothing. According to some, the entire process takes less than 2 hours, but, I ended up taking at least 3 hours. Seriously, I don't understand why some people need to take up the full 40min of the examination time, oh well...maybe people read slow. Anyway, one by one we went in, first up was Zhen, then Chiak, Wei Liang, and I was the last. One funny thing happen though, there was this American fella, taking the exam in the silent room, clicked and chose the answers swiftly, in bout 5 min he was done, out of no where, " F*CK " he shouted in the room - guess we know that he didn't pass the exam =) I wanted to finish the exam as quickly as possible, had another appointment in 1u - took 15 min, and.... I passed =) 49/50. After the exam, I made my way to 1u. Met up with Sen Ming and the entire gang, too many to list >.< so the dining ended with songs and a cake =) Gotta wake early tomorrow, so guess this is Jian signing off, take cares people!

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I will try to change, change for the better. I know I'm not perfect, but I would still want to try. People's assumptions about me, really hit me hard, brought me to reality, handed me facts. Things which I thought was alright, other people thought otherwise. Lets see where this brings me...

Wish you were here with me,
Just maybe, If I had another chance,
things would be different
Just maybe,
If time wasn't a factor,
things would be different
Just maybe,
If I was just myself,
things would be different
Guess I'll never know,
then again,
its best not knowing
Its best...
leaving things the way they are
crumbling pieces..
falling on me
these are the thoughts
goin through my head
random thoughts
which I simply wish to share..
~Jian

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A big shout out to Sen Ming!!
Sen Ming...
~ Happy Birthday Gurl!!! ~
14th January =)

Abs Myths

Uncovering the truth behind abdominals

Uncovering abs myths and facts about six pack abs.

Myth#1 Abdominal exercises will remove fat in my midsection.

Fact: You need to remove excess fat around your stomach in order to see your abs. The only way your going to do this is with a low-calorie diet and a weight-resistance program while adding cardio exercise. Ab exercises will develop muscles, but they’ll still be under your fat.

Myth#2 It takes hundreds of crunches to get ab muscles in shape.

Fact: Abdominal muscles are like any other muscle, they don’t respond to hundreds of repetitions. When you can easily do 15 reps of any ab exercise, you need to switch exercises or add resistance.

Myth#3 You have to train your abs everyday if you want a six pack.

Fact: Ab muscles can be over-trained just like any other muscle. You need to give your six pack abs enough rest to recuperate. Over-training will result diminished gains and soreness.

Myth#4 Men and women should train their abs differently.

Fact: Men and women all have muscle, which is trained the same way. If a woman wants a sexy midsection, then she’s going to eat correctly, follow a cardio program and train her abs the same way a man would.

Myth#5 If I stop training my abs they’ll turn to fat.

Fact: Muscles don’t turn to fat. If you stay active and watch what you eat you’ll keep your abs even if you stop training. But if you stop exercising and start eating junk, your abs will disappear.




~Helping you gain that six pack!

I'm bout to start my 2nd week in college now - Taylors University College. Theres really a huge gap between secondary school and college, its really different in many ways, I can't really put it in words, guess you just gotta experience it for yourself. Its more than just having the freedom to dress, the longer breaks, its much more than that. I'm kinda glad I got into my class, total of 28 people, with only bout 9,10 guys. Well actually, that ain't real reason. The first day I stepped into class, everyone seemed so quiet, is this what I'll be facing through out the semester? Total silence? Thats gonna be real boring. But, things turned out different, my class was actually hyper, fun, and happening , heck, I think the most happening class in the entire SAM. Nothing to really write bout now, till next time, this is Jian signing off.

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I had these dreams, in them I learned to play guitar
Maybe cross the country
become a rockstar
There was hope in me
that I could take you there
But damn it, you're so young
But I don't think I care
and if I hurt you, then I'm sorry
please don't think that this was easy

And then you bring me home
Cause we both know what it's like being alone,
I'm dreaming in your living room
But we don't have much room
To live

My gurl came walking down the stairs
And all that I could do
Was touch her long blonde hair
And I've been thinking
It hurts me thinking
That these nights when we were drinking
No they never got us anywhere, no

Spin around me like a dream
We played out on this movie screen
And I said,
Did you know I miss you
Did you know I miss you
Did you know I miss you

I miss you

01.01.07

Just last night I was in 1u for countdown, at first it was a whole bunch of us, then we split into two groups since one wants to go to curve and another wants to stay in 1u. Local artists such as Gary Cao Ge, Nicholas Teo, Disagree, Pop Shuvit were there, Genie and North all the way from Taiwan and Australia were also there. Though, some people left right after all the chinese singers sang their part, they couldn't care less if it's North on stage or Elvis, they just left. The cheers went down, at that moment, the international artists seem invisible. But, everything was still alright, countdown went well, fireworks were okay. It's hard for me to describe the atmosphere, lets just say everyone had a fun time welcoming the year 2007!!

Kar Yan!!! Thanks for your presents!!!

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Last thursday, few friends and I headed down to Genting. I brought everything cept my jacket, so basicly, the few trips to the outdoor theme park were enjoying and the same time, kinda freezing, freezing but fun. Anyway, we really made sure that nobody was goin to starve, one whole traveling bag was stuffed with food - reeaaaaaaly heavy!! I carried it =)

• Checked in Awana
• got to know the existance of the series " Bawang Putih Bawang Merah "
• missed the bus to the cable car station
• all of us felt lazy to wait another hour for the next bus
• decided to walk to Gotong Jaya for further options
• ended up taking the same bus we're suppose to wait for
• froze myself at the outdoor theme park
• ate alot
• spun Wei Liong, Sun Mei, myself to death in the Spinning Teacup
• headed back
• queued up for the toilet ( 14 sharing one room )
• huang ming speaks terrific chinese when he is high
• bread, bread and more bread for breakfast
• made another trip up to Genting
• haunted adventure was so-so la
• finally sat the flying coaster
• froze once more
• headed home

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Its 2007, but I can't seem to let go of 2006. Sure, college will be fun, but separating from friends will not. So much things I wanted to say, but nothing seems to come out right. We meet new people every now and then, make new friends, but will close friends in the past be forgotten to make room for new ones? Only we, ourselves, know the answer to that question. It seemed only yesterday that I was welcoming the year 2006, my last year in high school, and my last major high school examination, how I prayed for the year to end fast, prayed for the examinations to be over. How different it is now, not wanting to give up year '06 so easily. Life goes on. Today is the first day of the new year, a new year, a new experience, a new resolution. Look forward to year '07 and live everyday to the fullest, I know I will. Close friends will forever be close friends, enemies and strangers will turn into friends. Forget them we will not, remember them we shall, let them be a piece of our memory forever.