everything...
will turn out just the way it used to be...
perfectly in place...

life's perfect....
isn't it not?

who am I kidding...
life's never perfect...

it isn't right...
people say it is...

but...
just by waking up everyday,

knowing that something in you're life isn't right...

it hurts you so..
so you hide it...
and it also hurts you to do so..
but you lie...
as if nothing happened...
you ramble your despair all over...
but you failed to take actions...
failed to take matters in your own hands..
failed to seize the moment...

life is full of missing pieces..
waiting to be put back together...
to complete the giant puzzle..
and yet...
u give up..
give up every bit of hope remaining...
and all you do....

is listen..
listen to their whispers....
their voices..
all leading you to one direction....
prompting you to let go..

and so...
you let go...

being a puppet of your life...
never real...
never in control...

this is a message written from me to you..
just mere words hoping to convey the truth...
mere words hoping to give you faith...
mere words hoping to keep you going...
this is a message from me to you...
hoping you would hold on...
~Jian