Tuesday, July 29, 2008

We've heard it all..
from allegations...
to sodomy...
to political backlash..
everything...
issues that will tarnish our country...

numbskull ministers following the leaders blindly...
eating shyt when they're told to..

scared to uphold the truth themselves...
scared to face them..
having a leash around their neck...
tied to the government...


like a dog,
afraid to disobey its master...
like a dog....
who have forgotten their identity...
who have forgotten its nature to protect its people...


yes...
we've heard it all..
and...
we know it all..



im here...
to shed some truth...
some which many of you dont know...
things which will never be published in the daily papers...
for as long as the media is being controlled by the government...



I'll try my best to summarize various articles...
and piece them together...
to give u all one big picture...
but i hope...
you can take the time..to read each of them...




**The following articles were extracted from Malaysia-Today and The Malaysian Insider.
none of which, were rewritten in any way.


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You can skip this if u're not interested in the Anwar sodomy case,
but...dont skip the next article!!



LIVE UDPATE!!
faster than TheStar!
29th July

Anwar to be charged with sodomy as police wrap up probe



KUALA LUMPUR, July 29 — The police have completed their investigations into sodomy allegations against Datuk Seri Anwar Ibrahim and are going to charge the opposition icon soon for sodomising his accuser Mohd Saiful Bukhari Azlan.

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Anwar has claimed that he is a victim of a political conspiracy and has refused to give a blood sample for DNA tests, saying that it could be used to fabricate evidence against him.

Waving the leaked medical report today, Anwar called on the police to drop the case, saying it was proof there was a plot to implicate him in a repeat of the 1998 case.

"How else can we fathom why the police during the last four weeks of their 'thorough and professional investigations' have overlooked such a critical piece of evidence?

.....

Earlier today. Home Minister Datuk Seri Syed Hamid Albar said police will not cease investigations into the allegations against the former deputy prime minister despite a leaked medical report that states Saiful has no medical evidence of sodomy. The former male aide to Anwar lodged a police report on June 28, alleging that he had been sodomised by Anwar in a condominium on June 26.

"This is just one aspect of the investigations. The police are piecing together evidence, let them do their job and complete their investigations," Syed Hamid said. "As it is, they haven't charged Anwar with anything yet," he added.

The Malaysia Today news portal yesterday revealed a medical report dated June 28 that indicated the lack of evidence of anal intercourse, with its editor Raja Petra Kamarudin also claiming that the examining doctor, Dr Mohamed Osman Abdul Hamid, had gone into hiding because the police had attempted to have him change his medical report to implicate Anwar.




For the full article on this breaking news,
please click this link



For the full article on the doctor's report,
please click this link




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**THE ARTICLE WHICH YOU MUST READ**


Actually, I did not know why we were going to see Najib. Saiful just said that he wanted to go and see Najib and he wanted me to follow him. So I followed him.


By Raja Petra Kamarudin


I am now facing one sedition charge and three criminal defamation charges. They say Muslims are allowed four and I have just reached my limit of four. Nevertheless, my great-grandfather, Sultan Ala’eddin Suleiman Shah, the Fifth Sultan of Selangor, had ten wives. He also had 44 children from these ten wives, my grandmother, Tengku Badariah, being one of those 44. Needless to say, with the track record set by my great-grandfather, would I be satisfied with stopping at just four? Certainly not! And, today, I am going to chalk up my fifth ‘criminal charge’, whatever that charge is going to be.

Today, in the spirit of my fifth criminal charge, I am going to make another ‘seditious’ or ‘criminal defamation’ allegation against Deputy Prime Minister Najib Tun Razak, in the spirit of what Anwar Ibrahim said to CNN last week. And this allegation is that Najib met Saiful to discuss the sodomy allegation against Anwar and for no other reason other than that -- and certainly not to discuss the young man’s future career or scholarship.

This time I am going for broke.


This time I am prepared to go to jail for a long, long time

just to make sure that
Najib is not going to become Prime Minister of Malaysia in June 2010.



Yes, I know I am headed for a fall, but I am going to bring Najib down with me. We shall both hit the dirt and become history, side-by-side.



And how will that happen? Well, this time I video-recorded a ‘confession’ session. And the video recording is now in a safe place, ready to surface during my trial when they charge me for this newest ‘crime’, whatever that crime is going to be.



The gist is as follows. When Saiful went to meet Najib, he brought a friend along. And this friend has confessed to the entire thing in a video recording, which I now have in my possession. So bring it on. Give me all you’ve got. Charge me and let us see what happens in court.



Yes, Najib met Saiful to discuss how to fix Anwar on a sodomy allegation. No doubt, at first Najib denied all this. At first he said he never met Saiful, not even once in his life. Then he admitted meeting Saiful but said he met Saiful to offer the young man ‘career guidance’ and to discuss his future, scholarship, and all such matters. The first statement was a lie. The second was also a lie. Najib met Saiful to discuss the sodomy allegation against Anwar.



If Najib can lie so many times with regards to his meeting with Saiful, would he not also be capable of lying about never meeting or knowing Altantuya? What would Najib say if during my trial I adduce a military intelligence report dated when Altantuya was still alive which confirms that he was involved romantically (or ‘involved sexually’ would probably be the more appropriate word to use) with Altantuya?



Sure, charge me. Put me on trial. Even obtain a conviction and send me to jail if you wish. Hey, I am 58. By the time I go to jail I would probably be 60, if I happen to still be around and not already dead by then. So, you can send me to jail, but for how long? What difference does it make when I am no longer alive anyway? And I really don’t expect to live to a ripe old age of 83 like Tun Dr Mahathir Mohamad. Najib, however, will never become Prime Minister in June 2010.

And that is worth going to jail for,
however long the sentence may be.






for the full article together with the interview with the 'accomplice'...
click this link

Thursday, July 24, 2008

**Quick Update**




Goggles...


check...






Gloves...


check...







Beanie...


check



another 2 hours before we depart...
1am...




in exactly 7 hours....
i'll be snowboarding....
i'll be seeing snow...
for the very first time in my life...


' Come on Mr Snow! Don't dissapoint me now! '



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July 24th

Happy Birthday BRO!!!

Glad to have you back here in Melbourne!
and thanks
for the
shirt
and the
iPod!!

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Surprise party for my bro yesterday...
pics coming soon
=)





~Jian

Friday, July 18, 2008

of dim sums and celebrations...



so...
after months of missing dim sums..
finally got to try a buffet dim sum last month...






the meal that cost RM1k++ ...


this time...we brought...


Kun's cousin..




Rudy


it was alright...
considering that it was our first time...






and...
just 2 weeks back...
Aaron's friends from Perth came down...
so it was buffet dim sum once again..

meet..


Eugene


and


Vincent


we had over 30 bowls of 'sai mei lou' - honeydew sago that day...
in fact, we ordered so many bowls that the waitress actually left the desert cart and the big bowl of 'sai mei lou' for us =)
thats what i call good service!





and...
just couple of days back...
I went buffet dim sum once again with...


Sze Yee

we actually waited for more than 1 hour just for the 'sai mei lou'
ahahha...


'what to do lah i tell you...sai mei lou so nice mah'





so after months of craving for dim sums...
i'm officially sick/'sien'/jelak/'ni' of all the Aussie siu mais, paus , and everything related to aussie dim sum..
its time for a break...
at least a one month break...

on a separate note...
i miss dim sums back home =)



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with Eugene and Vincent here..
been goin out alot for the past week...


~bowling sessions...
*sorry no pics*

and...lets put it this way...
bowling sessions with Eugene and Vincent...
has really opened up my eyes...

I'VE NEVER SEEN SOOOOO MANY VARIETIES/ 'STYLES' OF BOWLING BEFORE IN MY ENTIRE LIFE!
bowling with one leg in the gutter,
standing, sitting, lying on the floor while bowling,
sliding forward and bowl..
no look bowl...
literally launching the bowling ball high up in the sky...thank god nobody was injured..
and many more!

you name it...
they've done it...




~clubbing at Seven..


so before we head out...


we had nasi lemak..

made by Benny and Pei Jean...
seriously...
the BEST nasi lemak you can ever find in Melbourne!



on our way..

aaron




with vincent and dave



outside the club

eugene, jas, aaron, vincent





with jas





jas and dave



funniest part of the night?
few asians actually decided to take on the bouncers who were at least triple their size!



~karaoke sessions...








Vincent
the Sarawakian






Eugene and Aaron
the Johorians





























letting it all out to....
Frank Sinatra's My Way




after going karaoke few times in Melbourne...
we kinda miss songs back home...
local mandarin and malay songs...
you can't find it here...
ahaha



~
and...
with the dim sums and all...
definitely alot of eating sessions ahahah!



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last Saturday...
birthday celebration for Ashwin and Kun..


Ashwin




Kun




Pei Jean's Tiramisu
as the birthday cake

yeaap she made it!
and...
it tastes not bad at all =)



and of course...

drinks





All of us before drinks...
all sober...



so after we finish the cake...
we moved on to drinking games...devils deck..
more specifically...
they moved on to drinking games...
I didn't plan to drink that night..



so yea...the games began...



weird things happened...
that night..

from..

listening to the Indian birthday boy rap in mandarin...



to a..




ass dance by Eugene...
in order to earn a toilet pass...






to a rule that nobody can laugh for the entire night...
if broken...
face the consequences..




Vincent trying hard not to laugh
by munching on his hand...


and out of nowhere...



everyone started conversing in Malay....



and they even had to do rhymes in Malay...


" we really haven't forgot our roots...
I swear!

=)
"


in the end....
lets just say...
i pity the cleaners the next morning...

they even have to clean up pukes in the basketball court...

cause,
for some reason...
someone thought it was a great idea to play basketball when everyone was high...
in the middle of the night...
3am...

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Random photos at Jas's fondue party last month



few of us decided to draw aaron...
guess which one i drew?



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Okay...
moving away from everything...

something caught my eye in the daily papers here in Aussie few days back..


front page of the world section in a Aussie newspaper...


wrote...


' Opposition leader arrested '
.......Dr Anwar Ibrahim, an opposition leader in Malaysia was arrested



i read the news on9 on the very day Anwar got arrested,
and the next day...
it was published in the Aussie papers...


not bad eh?!
Malaysia Boleh!
front page!
with this sort of news...
ahahaha...


when will we ever learn?



thats all for now...


i kinda miss home during winter hols...



signing off with a random pic from Melbourne!





~Jian



.....thanks Jas and PJ for the pics

Friday, July 11, 2008

July 10th

7.08pm

...Passed every subject...

including Japanese!



Thursday, July 10, 2008

Results day

3.40am
could wait for the official results release on July 11th...
but I just couldn't...
decided to request it earlier...
staying awake in bed with that thought...
till i doze off...



10.05am
Turns on the laptop to access the student portal



10.10am
seems to be having problems logging in...
wrong password...
I log in this website almost everyday last semester...
and now...
i can't even get the right password...



10.15am
after numerous atempts..
decided to reset the password...
but all that was needed was my enrolment paper with a library barcode...
search everywhere for it...
no luck...



10.20am
found the enrolment paper...
stashed away with my passport...
at this point...
i noticed why i couldn't log in...
i pushed one extra number..



10.23am
logged to student portal...
hand seems to show signs of numbness as i move the mouse towards the unimail tab..



10.24am
pauses for few seconds as i stared at a new mail....
entitled ' History of Results '
clicked....and the 'blackjack' game starts...
one side revealing the subjects name...
another side covered with a envelope...
slowly....i slide the envelope down....
millimeter by millimeter...


"give me 3 pointy heads!! "
i thought to myself..hoping for H1
"or anything besides N+!! "


as it reached the first subject...
Japanese 1A...
" !@#!# now I don't care about the pointy heads, just gimme a P "


what was shown wasn't a P...
nor was it a H1....
it wasn't a N+ too..
it was a bloody asterik *




all that for nothing...
resubmitted my request...





the 2 hour wait begins.....

Wednesday, July 09, 2008

okay...
i know i havent been updating much...
YES!! especially now since I have all the time in the world right?
why no posts?!?!


forgive me laaaa....
results coming out on thursday...
i'm afraid....
afraid i might have to spend chinese new year over here if i fail any subject =X


"please....japanese...please......all i want is a pass..."



~Jian

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KUALA LUMPUR: Private investigator P. Balasubramaniam, who disappeared with his wife and three children last Friday, has been located.

Sources said police here with the help of Interpol traced his whereabouts to an Asean country but declined to name it or say when he would be brought back.

P. Balasubramaniam

CID Director Comm Datuk Mohd Bakri Zinin confirmed this but declined to reveal details.

It is learnt that the private investigator is fine and left the country on his own accord, contrary to reports and rumours that police were behind his sudden disappearance.

Last Thursday, Balasubramaniam rocked the nation with a statutory declaration alleging that Deputy Prime Minister Datuk Seri Najib Tun Razak had an affair with murdered Mongolian Altantuya Shaariibuu. He was then represented by lawyer Americk Singh Sidhu.

However, in a press conference called less than 24 hours later, he made a second statutory declaration retracting all those allegations. He even appeared with a new lawyer.

Immediately after the press conference, he left with that lawyer and was never seen or heard by anyone.

His nephew and his original team of lawyers lodged police reports over his disappearance as well as his sudden decision to retract his first statutory declaration.

During a candlelight vigil in Brickfields here last night, R. Kumaresan said his uncle had contacted him on the phone saying that he and his family were safe but would not reveal his whereabouts.

“My uncle called me at 11.30pm on Monday and told me that he was okay and passed the phone to my auntie who also said they were fine.

“But when I repeatedly asked them where they were, my uncle told me that they could not talk freely and ended the call,” he said.


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My Take:

Who thinks Najib is involved with the absence of Bala?
Threats...
forcing him and his family to go into hiding...
Do you think thats possible?
Well,
one thing is for sure...
for me that is


I definitely agree with Bala that DPM had an affair with the mongolian model!
( for background story please refer to DPM v Model link )


now...now,
being the next in line as prime minister,
having a link to the Mongolian model would really jeapordizes things...
wont it?
so what do we do?
we eliminate the threat....P.Bala


" Hoi, leave the indian alone la!
continue having ur affairs!
and when u're done with them..
just use another C4 blow them up if they know too much "


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Gaylord
a Melbourne Indian restaurant

no idea hows the food like...
never tried it before...




Monday, June 30, 2008

JAPANESE EXAM WAS CRAPPY!!
damn hard!!!
but...
put that aside for now...
tremble only when its results day...



finally had my buffet dim sum today!!!
been wanting to go for few weeks...
they only have it on monday to wednesday!
unfair right???
anyway, its $17 per person...
dim sum here in australia aint cheap! =p
but since its buffet...its time to make full use of that $17 bucks =)




dim sum back home...


things here are just different....
no complains though....



all 10 of us actually sat there for 2 hours 30mins!
just for a simple branch =.='
think the next time, we'll get ban from that restaurant..
ate a total nearing to $400...



lets do the math...
$400 = RM1.2k worth of dim sums in one day!
a lil over the edge =X



okay...
another update soon with more picss!!!
sorry for my inactiveness the past week...
been relaxing so far..days after exam =)



thats all for now...
~Jian


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Saturday, June 28

5.45pm

PKR de facto leader Anwar Ibrahim’s 23-year-old assistant
Mohd Saiful Bukhari Azlan lodges a police report against him
for sodomy at the Travers police station in Brickfields, Kuala Lumpur.

10PM
About 1,000 Anwar supporters gather at Quality Hotel
in Shah Alam after news spreads about the sodomy allegation.

........
........

Mohd Saiful, a student leader at a local university and Anwar's special assistant during the March general election, made a police report that he was sodomised by Anwar last Thursday.

Asked if she was implying that Deputy Prime Minister Datuk Seri Najib Tun Razak was behind the allegation, Dr Wan Azizah said it was just speculation.

“I mean, the picture is (was taken) at the Deputy Prime Minister's office. That's it,” she said.

Asked whether the allegation was another political conspiracy against Anwar, similar to the one in 1998, she said: “Very much so. This is a second conspiracy, a political murder that has been committed against my husband. An attempted murder politically.”

On whether the allegation had any relevance to the allegation linking Najib to Mongolian Altantuya Shaariibuu's murder, she said: “You can link it because it's another diversion from the issues we are facing in our country. This is a political diversion.”

Dr Wan Azizah, however, could not tell when the pictures were taken and did not disclose who forwarded them to her handphone.

Asked why Anwar was not present at the press conference, Dr Wan Azizah said he received a death threat a few weeks ago.

“He is in a safe place to protect him from danger. We have reason to believe that Anwar's safety is at risk. We received death threats. We were given the advice to take care of Anwar's life,” she said.

On whether Anwar would lodge a police report on the death threats, she said they would discuss the matter with the lawyers.

“We have to protect ourselves at the moment. A lot of Malaysians seek his leadership. Therefore, we have to protect him not only because he is my husband but also because he's the leader of our country,” Wan Azizah said.


......
......


KUALA LUMPUR: Datuk Seri Najib Tun Razak has denied any involvement in the sodomy allegation against Datuk Seri Anwar Ibrahim.

“I am not involved in the case in any way,” the Deputy Prime Minister told reporters at Parliament lobby here on Monday.



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whats hitting the malaysian papers for the past few days...
some things only happen back home =)



Thursday, June 26, 2008

In another couple of hours...
i'll be sitting for my japanese exam...
the last paper for this semester...
the clock starts ticking...
counting down..
the hours, minutes and seconds...
before i finally break free from this cage...


though i need a miracle to break free...
LOL


Japanese Exam

Aust.Time
Begin : 2pm
Finish : 4.30pm


Msia Time
Mula : Pukul Dua Belas Petang
Tamat : Pukul Dua Setengah Petang



after that...
i'm off to dinner with LayAi, Mun, Carlos, SzeYee, Peter
then a fondue party at Jaslyn's place
hopefully i can make them both =)




"believing in miracles for just this once..."
=)

~Jian

Friday, June 20, 2008

Few days back...
i came across this article from Kok Blok (http://k0ks3nw4i.blogspot.com)
an article about virginity...
what struck me about this article is that he argues..
" how virginity is bothersome, pointless and meaningless... "
got your attention?
read on and find out his thoughts..



"It is one of the superstitions of the human mind

to have imagined that virginity could be a virtue."

Voltaire



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Back on the trip in March, during one of the 12 hours plus train rides we endured between the cities we made our stops, talking was the most logical way for us to spend our surplus time, and if you've ever travelled with anyone for any length of time, you'd find yourself spontaneously loosening up before too long - even if you weren't very close to them to begin with. You want to get to know a person beneath the obvious? Invite them along on your vacation, get trapped with them for a whole day in a moving train carriage and prod a little. Every human being, I find, is a full bag waiting to spill. Everybody wants to be heard.


One recurrent conversational topic was about love and relationships, something we all can identify with (regardless of whether we have it or we don't). Somehow after a few hours, the topic morphed into one centering on virginity and what each of us thought of it. Unsurprisingly, views were schismatic - and are basically polarized into two camps. One is for it, and the other thinks that it's better to be done and over with.


One guy thinks that virginity is paramount and said that he will only marry a virgin - or to put it in his own words; "I like my presents unopened." I won't bother listing out his reasons and arguments here because (1) I am sure everyone knows what they are, and (2) I won't be able to reiterate them with much conviction because I - well, I have a differing opinion on the subject. So I'll only talk about what I think.


I think virginity is bothersome, pointless and meaningless.


I was a bit surprised by myself when I said those words in that train carriage chug-chugging in the evening through the Indian countryside because prior to that moment, my vocal views on virginity were one of conservative conformation. I'm Asian. Sex outside of wedlock is evil and immoral. Blah and blah and blah. It's funny how one's mind can change so drastically without one noticing until that mind starts speaking again.


I remember a friend, a girl, told me that she lost her virginity to her boyfriend, after holding out and denying it for many, many years to all her previous boyfriends. What she said about that was this,


"I used to think that virginity is something very, very precious, and must be protected no matter what until the day I get married. It's only after I lost it that I see just how worthless it is."


Those words rattled in my head a lot till it came as a sudden revelation to me that virginity is (or will be) just like my sixteenth birthday. I don't know why it was significant but everyone seems to think it is in some ineffable way. No one seems to give much thought to all the other teen years. Why not fourteen or fifteen or seventeen? Why bloody sixteen? I remember looking forward to my own sixteenth birthday, being all excited and anticipatory of some magical transformation of my sixteen years old person or some secret knowledge which would be telepathically telegraphed into my sixteen years old mind - or something! I don't know what. No one ever specified that. And when my sixteenth birthday finally came for real, I felt just the same as I was before I was sixteen. Nothing changed the least bit at all.


Like what I said in that train carriage about virginity that evening,


"Virginity is a lot like a person's sixteenth birthday. It seems like a big deal before you reach it. But once you're there... Meh."


I think that the concept of virginity - especially of female virginity - is terribly unjust. It is used as a standard marker of a girl's virtuosity or purity. If an unmarried woman is virgin, she's clean, good and loved by God but if she's not, she's some promiscuous skank who is dirty and used. I find that that standard leaves much to be desired. Say if a virginal girl is raped, what does it say about her morals? Is she still virtuous or pure? A lot of people would say that her virtuosity is unsullied because she never had sex till it was forced upon her, but is no longer pure because she had been violated. I find that incredibly insensitive and degrading, and this is precisely the sort of thinking that puts so many stigmas on the women who have undergone such a horrifying experience - as if they haven't been punished enough just for being a victim.


Some would even consider a virgin who was raped to be neither virtuous nor pure! No shit! They still stone rape victims to death in some parts of the world.


Anyhow, I agree that rape really have no bearing on this discussion, but it does reflect a bit of just how most people view women, including the women themselves.


Discounting that, what about those who have willingly given up their virginity premaritally to a person they thought they love or used to love? Can we consider them to be promiscuous or loose (no puns intended)? Again, most guys do. I used to be just like that. I used to like my "presents" unopened too. I used to think that girls who gave up or would give up their virginity before marriage are sluts. It isn't until recently that I started to realise that if a person have truly loved a girl before, he would never ever think of her as a "present" - an object, a thing. I think all guys are guilty of this, at least for some part of their lives. Anytime the loss of virginity is mentioned in the same sentence as "dirty" or "used"; that's objectification in action. That's a failure to see a woman as a real living, breathing person - one who is capable of making mistakes at some point in their past.


Heck, I don't think I even consider that a "mistake" on the women's part. A woman's body should be her own and however she wishes to express her love and that shouldn't have any bearing at all on any relationships she gets into afterwards. A lot of guys will disagree with me, with variations of the same old chauvinistic arguments which demean women. I believe I am above that now. In case anyone starts running with scissors with just a gist of what I'm aiming to impart here, I would like to say that I'm not preaching promiscuity or infidelity here. I believe that wanton or unprotected sex with multiple partners is bad and I advocate sticking with the one you love as long as you can. All I'm saying is that virginity need not be such a big damn deal.


So in summary, let me just say that I don't give a fuck whether the person I'm marrying next time is a virgin or not. But if she is - well, more power to her!



P.S. On a related note, some guys think that it is their prerogative to control what their girlfriends wear on the pretext that it's to "protect" her. To a certain extent, it can be true but the tales I heard of some guys going as far as to only let their girlfriends wear formless T-shirts and pants - that's just another form of reducing a girl to the level of property. I think it's perfectly fine for a guy to dislike their girlfriend dressing in revealing clothes, but he ought not to think that he has the right to prevent her from doing it. Or as a wise person (me) always says, "Just let her wear the clothes she likes now, before she's too old to wear them."

P.P.S. There's this T-shirt quote I read once that goes, "Virginity is a disease, and I'm the doctor."

P.P.P.S. So, a show of hands if anyone wants to hear my thoughts on abortion, homosexuality and slightly burnt food?

Kok Blok (http://k0ks3nw4i.blogspot.com)


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My Take:

yes,
its unfair to classify a lady
whose virginity has been forcefully taken away from her to be considered,
as some would say "tainted"
or being labeled someone who has lost her virginity.
i believe, and i hope most of you do,



VIRGINITY is something which can't be lost...
can't be taken away...
VIRGINITY is something which only can be given...
and can only be given,
once..



to me,
if a lady was for instance, raped, her virginity is not taken...
her virginity is not lost, not stolen,
virginity is not an item...
it'll be still a part of her,
remain within her,
until she decides to give it away full heartedly,
and of course, voluntarily...



saying that,
those people who actually label virginity as a present...
or labeling a lady as a present for that fact...
well..lets see...
i have no words for them
guess their heads are all f**ked up to even come out with such comparisons...
i recommend psyc help =)


as for Kok Blok,
i'll agree with you...
saying that its unfair and unjust to classify those whose
virginity has been forcefully taken away from them to be
no longer pure, virtous or whatsoever..



you express yourself well through that article....
however,
i believe...
you've made one big mistake...

saying that "virginity is bothersome, pointless and meaningless..."
now that is really pointless and f-ed up..

virginity is something that belongs to every woman..
something which is a part of them...
saying that they're bothersome, pointless and meaningless
is simply saying that...
the extra 'weightS' you carry at your crotch every day ever since u were born are bothersome, pointless and meaningless...


dude....whats up with that?


so yea...
VIRGINITY is something special....
they're not pointless..
like how the 'weights' are not pointless,
how they actually bear mens' future..

the conclusion is...
i can't sum up a word to represent what virginity means to a woman..
i believe...
a lady has a right to give her own reason or her own representation..
on what her virginity really means to her..
its not for us to decide...



~Jian


Sunday, June 15, 2008

okay...
my semester exams were held at the Royal Exhibition Building..
its far from one of those exams hall we have back in Malaysia...















the REB =)



hmm...
don't remember any of my past exams venue back home...
having a fountain...

last year...
in front of my exam venue...
was


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Asia Cafe...
well..at least they serve food..
ain't that bad...




















and the blue container for students to leave their bags..



rules here are different too..
the minute you get in..
you're suppose to start the reading the paper right away...
its not like back home where u'll be fed with information all the time...
what time the paper starts...ends...when you're allowed to read..
if you read before reading time you get penalised...
none of those here..


back home..
during the major final exams..
usually you'll get 1 or maybe 2 absentees..

here...
you turn left...you see a few empty seats...
turn right you see a few...
turn behind...you see alot..
several exam subjects are not hurdle exams..
means..
you won't fail your course even if you fail your exams..


somehow the exam atmosphere here differs...
sometimes...few minutes into the exams...
you hear a student shout " f**k! " a few times...

we don't have that back home do we..
we don't have students goin " Ya Allah! " back home...
we really don't ..its amazing...




okay...
the first morning after my exams...

" i still have one more paper to go....i still have one more paper to go... "

anyway...
few of us decided to made sushi for lunch =)




cucumber...crab sticks..chicken...fish eggs..unagi...


my first attempt went really bad...
so bad till I won't post a picture of it..
the following attempts went well though =)


so good till we even decided to have a sushi competition between Benny and I
the judge?
Dave of course...
the only one among us who was having an exam that day ahahh..




in the end...
i was declared the winner...
not bad eh?


to engage me to make sushi for parties, events or whatsoever..
please call 0430#####
















looks good eh?



after lunch...
finally had time to shop for my winter clothing over here...
the ones i brought from home wasn't thick enough for me to survive..
bought a hoodie from FCUK..and thats my winter shopping....fast and simple =)
went for a drink at starbucks later with Rachel and Michelle..
" I'll go OCF next week!! =) "



dinner as usual after that...
and i hate to say it...
but Dave, Aaron, Kun, Yong and I... all got hooked on to...
Facebook Poker for a while...



thats all from me.. =)
more updates soon ya!! =)




signin off with a pic of Yong...and his huge Toblerone..





out!


~Jian